my dear

I know what it is like to deal with the chest wrenching pain of losing a beloved, to lose something that you raised like a child. I wish I could do more then just type up words or tell you 'I hope you feel better'. I could try to crack a joke and make you laugh but that's hopeless in this situation. What I could do would be give you a hug. Sometimes those make it worse.

What I feel I can do is tell you that she may be gone physically. But there is no way she is gone from your life. You have memories and little things like that. She is still alive. That pain you feel in your chest is her telling you she is still with you. Just within. . . .

I apologize for your loss and I also apologize if this comment didn't help any.